Things have been a little hectic around here and I haven't posted much ...I will try to remedy that and post more often as it is quite the release for me... Anywho... My birthday passed on the 12th and I was lucky enough to be remembered by my family and friends in the form of texts, calls, and fb messages...I love you all and really appreciate you remembering me.
My inlaws were able to come into town for the day so that Kris and I could go to lunch and a movie.. it was nice to be able to spend time with just him... that doesn't happen often these days ...We also finally decorated the tree while the parents were here so that was nice also..:)
Decorating the tree...:)
I have been feeling off lately for a few reasons.. physically because I believe that i have a sinus infection... emotionally.. because.. well.. sometimes I just feel.. invisible... I am around a lot of people in cyber world on a constant basis.. but I get the feeling most days that people are humoring me and could care less if they ever heard from me again.. yeah i know.. gotta love the pity me crap..lol.. ok, so i don't really want pity..but I know that is how this will be taken.. I am sure everyone feels this way sometimes.. or maybe not.. maybe I am just being ridiculous ... either way... I don't normally share this feeling with others...
Now, on to other things..lol.. I finally have my E5 camera and am looking forward to getting a chance to use it.. but with weather the way it is right now and not having an indoor studio I am not sure when that is going to be... sigh..
Well, I guess that is it for now... I will be posting about my upcoming cosmetic procedures next time... :)
Glad you had a good birthday!!
ReplyDeleteI understand the emotional feeling though, I've felt it before. But you're very loved. :)
I think we've all been there with the invisible thing. There's no real way to make it better... I think its just a taking time thing. Know that I for one love reading stuff you post (on here, on FB, on ASA, wherever... because that's the only way I know you..cyber world...lol. Hopefully one day we'll get to meet IRL).
ReplyDeleteCant wait to see what you can do with your new camera!
I am glad you had a good birthday! I love your tree.
ReplyDeleteI think what you're feeling is normal. I think at one time or another everyone feels like they are invisible. But you would be missed if you left.